Then.

It's been two days,but to when was the last time I saw you,I have got no impression at all.I didn't expect things to be so quiet around here without you,I realised this on the first night when I was about to sleep.Everything seems abrupt.Everything seems full of anger.Everything seems so impatient.Everything started to be missed when I stared down at the seat where you once sat at the basketball court.It seemed so familiar when I stared at the seat we once sat and played mobile games then went for dinner after that.I thought a lot.A lot about it.Life could have been better for you,without my presence.They call me a playboy,I think perhaps I am one now.Especially in the eyes of your friends.The notes you pasted on my wall,they are left untouched.The eye mask you gave me,I am sleeping with it every night now.They say humans only learn to cherish things only after they are gone,now this statement seems extremely true.You were right,I have not put in much effort.I know I did not when I went back all the way to the very first one.There was once you told me that you were impressed with my drawing,but I turned you away only to say that I have only drawn for one single girl in my life and not a second one yet.Deep down,I knew you wanted me to make a drawing of you,or us.I began to think of whether you are still thinking of me.I asked most of my friends and they said you probably would.But when they asked me to talk to you,I find myself speechless.I sincerely wish someone better could be there to love you more.Perhaps,that very day was the day I realise and know what true love is all about.

就让我好好地暗恋一个人吧,这次.