24 hours.

It feels like its been a long time since I talked to you. It feels like its been a long time since I saw you. It feels like I may not know you anymore. It feels like I've not learned my lesson. It feels like I should have ignored you since then. It feels like I should have adopted the role of a Casanova. I guess these are things you'll never understand and feel at all, in my position today. I just wonder did I change you this much. You told me that Love cannot be compared to an infatuation. You told me that Love should choose someone we can live with and not someone we can't live without. Why did you have to tell me you love me and then leave me. It sucks when people tell me you're lying, because they feel that you would not have done so if what you said was the truth. I still remember that night, when I had my hands tucked in my pockets while talking to you. As I was saying about how many things I wanted to do with you, you started tearing. I had my back faced you while saying those things that night. Tears pelted down smoothly on my cheeks but I turned around and smiled at you. I wish that night would come again, then I'll never let you go. The first day was a struggle, but as time passes, I'm beginning to feel more numbed to it now. Perhaps I'm begining to accept things, although I'm living on the hopes and encouragements given by friends everyday now. I am feeling glad everyday now, at least I know that treats you better than I did. At least you're laughing everyday now and cry. At least you are happier now..without me. I'm contented enough that I have told what I wanted to tell you at least. I guess I was just too late, too late. It's so contradicting about what is running through here everyday now. Sometimes I wish I was with you still. But sometimes I wish you are happier with him at least. In any case, haha, I guess guys are supposed to be stronger. And to forget things more easily. Lastly,I'll still be there when you feel broken, I promised you. Stay happy. No one has ever loved you more than I do<3